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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:01 pm. |
| Music: | Blind Melon - Tones of Home. |
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Field trip day was yesturday. Pretty cool but I suck big time at bowling. There was this assembliy before we went. It was pretty intense by the end but I digged it. Today I gotta do some work outside to pay my dad back. If anyone wants to chill later today just leave a message on my aim cause i know I am gonna get really bored. I applied to Marleys I wonder if they are actually going to call me back. Fin
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Last night was ok i guess we just kinda sat around zaks. Woulda been better if it wasn't all wet out and stuff. Or if it was raining really hard so we could go out and run around like we did last summer.
Anyway friday May 30th is The Great Bamboozle. Its a music festival in Asbury Park that I stumbled upon while searching for Keller Williams tickets. It is a three day thing but those tickets at $70.00 but i am poor. I am gonna talk my bro into going up for the friday show which is $27.00. The line up is Secret Sound, Unexplained Bacon, Keller Williams, Karl Densons Tiny Universe, and a "Surprise Guest". There will probably be one or two seats in the car so if anyone else listens to these bands and need a ride i could probably get you there and back. Thats all folks.
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Today was pretty good other then it being really hot out. We were in the ultimate frisbee tournamate. That was cool but i couldn't run it was too fucking hot. We lost horribly with 3 to 8. If we had more time we woulda come back cause we got a rhythem going towards the end. Next time we play we just gotta do better defense. In gym our teacher never showed up so we just did whatever. My one arm hurts from the shot i got but oh well. I need a shower.
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This week has gone by pretty quick. Today was pretty good. Up until I had to go to my doctors appointment. Physicals=not cool. Anyway now I have to see a bunch of specialists and get prescriptions and shit. I have to go get blood work and shit. Then I have to see an eye doctor which is ridiculous cause i have better then perfect vision. Then I have to see some other specialist i don't even remember what that is for. Stupid doctors. Anyway I better not need glasses cause i'll look pretty fucking stupid. Not that i don't already heh.
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| Time: | 12:08 am. |
| Music: | Freeker by the Speaker - Keller Williams. |
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Well tomorrow is school. I can't sleep so I know I won't be able to wake up tomorrow. Today was pretty boring but oh well it was probably better that i stayed around here today so I could get my school stuff ready. I think I brought home my gym uniform but I can't find it. Ohhhhh welll. I am really tired of school. Before I was just pissed off at it. But now I just don't feel like doing it anymore. Anyway I am not going to do what I did last year which was where I totally gave up and stopped trying all together. My gpa is already low enough so I am going to definitly gonna avoid doing that again. Hmmmmm very late and I am all alone. I wish I had a cool neighbor so I could just go over there in the middle of the night when I can't sleep and just chill. But nooooo I have to live in the old person part of Trenton. And they aren't even the funny kind of old people who yell incoherent shit. umm I am really just babbling now so the end
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Saturday, April 26th, 2003
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| Time: | 4:51 pm. |
| Music: | Tangerine - Led Zeppelin. |
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The show was yesturday it was pretty good except there were no vocals cause they couldn't turn it up any louder. Arrow three (brians band) was ok, Joe is fucking crazy at guitar. Anyway after their set was the never new johnny's they were pretty good too. Afterwards sat around, hacked, went to some store, and they i feel out of a tree and broke my ass bone. Then we went to some lazer bowling thing. It was ok i guess but i suck at bowling. Slept at brians, woke up played some Halo. I suck at video games made after 1989. Too many buttons and stuff to it.
Easter break was super good. Now I can't wait till summer. I miss having the freedom of being able to hang out and not having to worry about school. Today and tomorrow i plan on just laying around the house so I have energy for school on monday. The one thing I do hate about all these breaks is i can't remember what we were doing in any of my classes before break.
P.S does anyone have an lj code?
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Thursday, April 24th, 2003
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hmmm i have neglected this journal for a while
but i am back
anyway i went to see anger managment with yapes nate christie and andrea tonight
that movie was dissappointing
but it was good anyway
most of the movies i have seen lately were dissapointing
comedy is just not what it used to be
anyway tomorrow as everyone know is the a3 show
yapes asked me and nate like 3 times if we are going
so i guess i am if i can finish my work outside
thats about it for tonight
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hey i am really really bored
so i decided to make one of this stupid quizes that labels people and they don’t even apply to everyone
special thanks goes out the A to the L to the E X for helpin me with this
1.) Which group of bands interest you the most?
a. O.A.R, Phish, Dispatch
b. Akaline Trio, Dashboard, The Get Up Kids
c. Slipknot, Ozzy, Static-X
d. The Clash, Rancid, Operation Ivy
e. Pennywise, Offspring, CKY
2.) What do you like to do with your time?
a. frisbee, hacky sack, thinking about what boxes think about
b. sitting on your ass crying, thinking about how life sucks, crying some more
c. dancing around your room like an idiot, bashing your head around the house
d. being a rebel, causing anarchy, making a band
e. skating, breaking bones, falling off high ledges while skating
3.) What threads do you rock?
a. baja, sandles, shorts
b. tear stains, dashboard shirts
c. lots of black, bondage pants, lots of spikey shit
d. socks on your arms, band shirts, thrift store clothes
e. skate shoes, some skate shirt, a silly little hat
4.) Pick a lyric
a. “drop my off the chinese wall, and peel my fingers all the rim”
b. “closed lips, another goodnight kiss is robbed of all its passion”
c. “I could never swallow your false ideals of a lifeless happy ending”
d. “no chowder for you, because clams have feelings too”
e. “don’t have strength to carry your heavy load of lie I’m yout heavy load of lie.”
5.) Whats your view of the government?
a. dude their chill it’s cool.... legalize pot
b. i can’t read about the government in the news paper, my tears just smear the words on the page
c. KILL EM WOOO KILL EM ALL BLOODY MESS ROAR
d. i am an anarchist i hate the government
e. they’d be cool if they took down all the no skating signs on their buildings
6.) What is your view on love?
a. I love you man and you and you and you oh man and i love that turtle over there
b. i wouldn’t know i cry everytime i talk to the opposite sex
c. who needs love when you can kill stuff
d. does getting girls drunk and bangin’ em after the show count as love?
e. dude i love that ledge downtown
7.) Where are you on a saturday night?
a. i dunno where am i... AHH WHERE IS MY FINGER... oh it was in my nose heh.. stop hiding up there silly
b. in the coner alone crying
c. killing stuff
d. at the show causing anarchy
e. killing the session
8.) What color would you like your room to be?
a. swirly rainbow colors
b. black with red stars
c. BLOOD RED
d. white with anarchy signs and rebelous stickers everywhere
e. who cares you can’t see the walls they are covered with skate posters
ok to find out your results of this quiz add up how many you’ve answered for each letter and find which letter you picked the most of
if you picked....
A: you are most like a hippie like nikki f. and peter h..... take your frisbee outside you hippie shit
B: you are most like an emo fuck like alex z. and michelle s. curl up in the coner with your tissues and cry your eyes out sweetheart
C: you are most like a hardcore kid like brian t. ohhh lets drink some blood and rock the night away
D: you are most like a puck rocker like yapes good for you rock on and cause some anarchy
E: you are most like a skater boi like alex z. and matt c. bust some moves on that ledge then fall and bust your ass in four different pieces that is always fun
please do not be offended by this quiz
and if you are you are gay and can't take a joke
so end your life right now
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Friday, February 28th, 2003
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oh man today was soo kick ass
tonight was soo kick ass
will farrel is so kick ass
me tom and alex went to see old school
oh man the movie was great
the guy from swingers was in it
we missed like the first 15 mins tho
they were cardin people at the door to the movie
it was some dorky guy who wouldn't cut a brother a deal
anyway so we walked away for 15mins and asked everyone if they were going to see old school so they could get us in
every single fucking person that passed us said no
so finally we were like lets go check if the guy is still there
we go back and he is gone so we just walk in
we had to sit in the front row but oh man it was worth it
the second it comes out on dvd i will own it
oh yea and fucking half the people that passed us were in the fucking movie
stupid gay people won't sneak teenagers into a movie
anyway so the movie ended around 8:40 we took a tinkle and headed out to taco bell
that was even funnier then the movie
we were laughing at like nothing the whole time
oh man it was funny
and alex kept saying WE'RE NOT STONED WE'RE NOT STONED
i was soo fucking close to pissing my pants
so around 9;50 my dad shows up and to make the night even better he is listen to sgt peppers
the only thing keeping tonight from being totally orgasmic is the fact that everyones life seems to be going down the shitter
how come i am always happy when everyone is depressed and i am always depressed when everyone is happy
that's pretty gay
oh well tonight was the best night i've had in months
fuck that it was the best night in years
fuck that it was the best night EVERRRRRRR
EVERRRRRRRR WOOOOOOOO
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Monday, February 10th, 2003
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Friday, February 7th, 2003
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oh man i fixed my nintendo
it still doesn't work completely right
but close enough
i just gotta clean out the inside a little more
anyway
last night i was listening to all of my old music
from when i was like 8-10 years old
it was super awesome
it brought back all these memories
i dunno it was just pretty cool
well no one can comeover anymore cause everyones parents won't drive in the god damn snow
so i am going to sit here and play nintendo all day
i probably won't do anything next weekend either
cause it's valentines day weekend
oh well just more nintendo time
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I burn burn like a wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time had gotten stale
The tick tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical
I want to tear it off the wall
I hear words and clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale
My stomach turns and I exhale
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
So Cal is where my mind states but it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you
Or am I origami
Folded up and just pretend demented as the motives in your head
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I alone am the one you don't know you need take heed feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close sink when you get close tie me to the bedpost
I alone am the one you don't know you need you don't know you need me. Make me
blind when your eyes close, time me to the bed post
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
Eve 6 - Inside out
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Thursday, February 6th, 2003
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i am kinda dissapointed
i went out to game stop
they were out of original nintendos
so yea i was kinda pissed
anyway tomorrow tom and alex are coming over
i have to go all the way out to the mall to get the nintendo tomorrow before they come over
i dunno if anyone else wants to come over
i doubt it
but feel free to ask
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Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
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anybody know some places near by that sell incense
i don't feel like driving all the way out to the mall
just to pick up some incense
i'll even pay you to pick me up some if it's like a place you always go to
but my room smells bad so i like need some
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Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
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i was sent to discipline today
for fucking standin up on the bus
that is pretty fucking gay
ok that is my story of the day
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Monday, February 3rd, 2003
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oh man
today was one of the greatest days of my life
there isn't even really a big reason
just the little things
cause life is just a shit load of little things
moment after moment today was just good
i feel so fucking good
and to top it off the weather on the way home was just awesome
that made me just want to orgasm
me and michelle are gonna join tacta and save all the puppies and shit
everyone else should join and get some service hours with us
i wish i could go out today
but no
i have to clean out my room
and my old room
oh well it's all good
cause today was just a good day
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Friday, January 31st, 2003
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i am in a better mood today so thats cool
gym was funny today
i accidently smacked caitlin and she got all pissed
lunch sucked ass
our lunch sucks so much
i thought it was gonna be super cool
but it sucks cause it's just michelle me and bernadette
so yea i am going to find some other place to go during lunch
just go chill in some teachers class who has a free period and do my homework
all my other periods are cool
and i am actually kinda getting spanish
i am understanding geometery
the only problem is i can't remember the shit from last year
so i can't remember what all the little terms mean
yea
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Thursday, January 30th, 2003
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i hate it when you write long ass entries and the thing just quits
i got an 83 in writing
which is good cause that class was hard
i put a lot into it
and i am happy with that grade
my grammer sucks
opposed to popular beliefe i put a lot into this semester
everyone just thinks i didn't because i don't study or do homework at home
but that's not how i learn
it's not because i am lazy that i don't do it
i just can't
i don't see the purpose in it if i don't learn anything from it
it's kinda funny how people are your friends but when you tell them your dreams and asperations (sp?) they just say no there is no chance you are too dumb you are just going to grow up to be a bum
well fuck you i have a plan
i know exactly where i am taking my life
and i'll do anything to get there
no matter how long it takes
i'll live with my parents until i am 45 if i have to
mmm i know i am an asshole and a dickhead
but i don't remember telling any of my friends that they are going to fail at their dreams
so yea i dunno no one really has faith in me as a person
but oh well i know what i am going to do
i am going to stop being so supportive
because when people sit there and say they are going to fail their final i normally just tell them that they'll do fine and atleast pass
but when i say that i am going to fail something
everyone just kinda sits there
like yea pete ofcourse that is your purpose in life
to become the bum on the coner
well thanks everyone you've helped me so much
and i know when i achieve my dream i can look back and say i couldn't be here without my friends
^ i was being sarcastic just incase you didn't pick that up
well anyway
i am gonna do better this semester
i can tell
i am taking notes in every class
not that i am really going to study off of them
but just writing shit down makes me remember it
on a lighter not my geometery teacher defently smoke a lot of grass in college
you can just tell by the way he talks
not to mention he always talks about how bad drugs are
so he obviously got screwed over by drugs
mmm i think i am going to actually be able to be proud of my report card by the end of this semester
i actually can't wait
pretty much because summer is at the end of this semester
ok i am done for now
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Wednesday, January 29th, 2003
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a car almost ran me over today
not that anyone would really miss me if it did
my religion teacher is actually pretty cool
gym i have no idea we didn't do anything today
spanish teacher is a bitch
she gave me a detention on the first day
stupid bitch
geometery teacher is pretty funny
kind of a dick tho
but i am not going to complain since i always act like a big dick
i need a nap
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Tuesday, January 28th, 2003
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i don't post as much anymore
mainly because i don't feel i have anything important enough to share with other people
i just realized i never put alex's new journal on my buddies list
so it's there now
i was supposed to go to the mall today with people
but i can't
i doubt the plans would've worked out anyway
mmm even tho i doubt anyone could tell i am back in one of my shitty moods again
but oh well i'll get over it
i slept till 12:30 today
i felt so good when i woke up
i love sleeping late
even tho i felt like i missed the whole day
ok i am done
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